A year of Change, a year of Chance

Cursor blinks.

An old black keyboard.

Freestyle, smoothly playing.

Thy feverish self.

                I started to engulf those experiences I encountered for this year. As my mind blabs varied matters to start with, I came up inculcating thy change 2014 brought me.

                A banker in the morning, and running my heart out at night, that was my lifestyle for my first ever job. I worked five times a week, handling cash and new accounts.

Door opens, greeting clients, endless sales talk and facing the reality that I have an 180deg-related job to my diploma.

It was an enormous ride; phases that helped me grow and be what I am now. Earning money with my own sweat is not, like I though it would be. It was hard. I came to the point, that I almost cried every night asking thy Lord, if I’m in good hands, or make an impetuous decision to leave.

Early February, a short white paper became the validity of my banking career. It was an impulsive and selfish act, I know it for sure. I tried. I helped myself to embrace the job. But, I met the finish line, not worrying what life will bring me after.

I was jobless for 3 months. Yolo-ing at its finest; beach, hike, 12-hour sleep, going out with friends, indulging myself to those things I missed out. But bipolar hits; I ended up crying again, asking my physical self what I should be doing now. So I came back from scratch, applied and went for interviews. I was about to accept a job merely related to my course, but thy Lord gave me another opportunity.

Coron hidden Haven

For the second time around. 

July 20-23. A four day visit again to an island where all you mumble are words "wow", "amazing" as you indulge to the well-created island of Coron in Palawan. We've been here last summer, and as part of my Tita Ellen and family homecoming, my father suggested to come visit Coron with me quoting him, "Maganda sa Coron, magsasawa kayo sa mga ganda ng dagat dun". Well, can't blame him, Coron is indeed one that surely every Filipino should be proud of.

July 20, rain poured hard, and thoughts of "what if our flight is canceled" rambled to our minds, but then again, excitement can't hinder us to stop ourselves in our vacation. As expected, our flight was delayed for the heavy rain and strong winds in Manila. We traveled all the way to Busuanga, like riding the The Abyss in Ocean Park in HK (no kidding here, you can literally feel that i-cant-explain feeling in your tummy while the abyss started to work). Enough for the explaining, well I guess, God really protected us all through out our flight, Amen to that! :)

Busuanga Airport

New baby to practice to.

Cause Papa is too generous to the camera shops, so another lens for our Nikon. I'll be just posting some of the shots we had in trying out the new lens. And before I forgot, we never mastered using our Nikon, so sorry for the not-so-good shots. 

Here are some of the shots we had. Good thing, focusing is now easier to use. HAHA! :)

Year older? Naaat.

July 14.


Originally, my Tita Ellen's birthday was last July 7. As a part of their homecoming, a simple gathering was made in D.A.P to celebrate her 4_th birthday. (and yes, I didn't mention your real age tita! HAHA!). 


Swimming with the high sun at its best, not to mention the overflowing of calories on the food table. It became a small reunion on my Tita Ellen's and Tito Mark's side. All day karaoke, tired cheeks bones for the non-stop picture taking plus the huge laughs we shared that day and the joyful tears that ran to Tita Ellen's eyes as a sign of her cry baby attitude? Naaat, because of the overwhelming feelings of having our complete family gathered in an event, of course! RIGHT TITA? :)


So here are some shots our camera captured that day, I'm to lazy to upload so I will only post some of the striking photos we had.

You can fall that hard, but lessons will surely be kept.

Never imagined myself having a heart-to-heart talk with my mom's closest friend. Maybe, we compliment each other characters or what, all I know was during that night, I can utter all the things I wanted to share like sharing to my own best friend. 

It was almost midnight when we finished talking. We laughed as hard, and shared each other experiences about love, fashion, beauty tips, etc. And again I missed that "__" again while we had our heart-to-heart talk that night, which made realized how much I grown from that day it ended. Rest assured, I gained a tita and friend in Tita April's personality, that I will continue to treasure till the end.

Here's one of our conversation in Facebook. I'll just share what she keeps on reminding me to about relationships and stuff. 

haha...someday talaga, basta, i open mo ang sarili mo sa lahat ng possibilities, wag mo ilagay sa isip mo na ikaw ay para sa kanya lang or magkakabalikan or something like that...wag matakot mag jump sa ibang relasyon kahit laro laro lang, malay mo diba, mag grow sya into something beautiful (xempre know your limitations ah)...sarap mag inarte talaga hehe 

Well said Tita April, I will surely copy that! Amen. 

Thank you again! I love youuu! Bonding again soon. <3