Intensive Nursing Program

So, first day of INP today. Morning shift, then a toxic patient with close monitoring. (thank you Nursing!) But in any case, I didn't took my lunch earlier so a big check to my diet regimen (anorexic diet I guess?). Hahaha!

Haggard look and eye bags are my bestfriends during duties. Anyway, I will be hibernating for a while, then hibernate again, hibernate a little longer and so on.

God hears, God speaks.

This day is just tough for me. I cried, I can't hardly breathe. I don't want to elaborate more. But I guess, I find God to talk to, to listen to my feelings and thoughts while I was so down and crying earlier. I opened the bible for four times, and for the fourth time of asking God, "God, what should I do?" this is what I got.

A Prayer in Distress (Psalm 143)

"Show me the path I should walk, for to you I entrust my life. Rescue me, Lord, from my foes, for in you I hope. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God. May your kind spirit guide me on ground that is level"

An excerpt from the Psalm 143. I don't know if it's coincidence or what but I guess God wants me to trusts Him, and be faithful to Him during this tough times. I want to thank my friends that gave their time listening to me earlier. It really helped me to loosen up and stop crying. (I love you guys! You know who you are. <3 ) 

Bless me Lord. I need you now, so bad.

Gulaman Only

Well, I fell in love again with milk tea that night thus making my taste buds to crave for Simple Line. I was actually talking to my friend Rielle in Facebook due to her Chatime cravings during that night. And because I want her to get higher cravings for milk tea, I brag about buying Simple Line (and left her drooling for milk tea). Hahaha!

Talking about karma. While buying for my usual Tapioca Black Milk Tea..

P: Ate, isa pong tapioca black milk tea, 50% sugar.

Ate: Okay po. 60 php.

(may ate na sumabat) "AY! WALA NA PALANG SAGO"

Ate: Mam gulaman na lang pwede e. Okay lang po? Sorry nakalimutan kong wala na ubos na pala yung sago kanina pa.

P: Ah sige ate okay lang! (smiling face)

Belle De Jour 2012 Planner

My first time to have a planner (seriously!). Yearly I challenged myself to complete the stamps from Starbucks to win their planner, but unfortunately I just end up giving my (3-5 stamps) to my friends. Hahaha! Anyway, just because I want to, I ordered through online for this planner (effort ko pa, nabibili naman pala to sa National Bookstore). Thanks to Irene Chua for this! :)

I ordered the book bind type (chaka kasi nung ring bind lang), and found this ONE freebie from Serenitea, but again FREE SINKERS only. :( But all in, the planner is somewhat nice (plus the discounts and freebies) and I hope laziness will not bless me in writing stuffs for my planner. 

Bad day. Thank you Hormones.

I don't want to attend school today, but its Monday and I'm ace-ing my attendance this semester, so I ended up following my good conscience (+1 for this! :D ). First thing, I felt nauseated and I have dysmenorrhea (so loss of appetite is evident to me). Menstruation why are you so mad today? My head hurts, as well as my abdomen, I feel bloated (even if I didn't eat anything heavy today), and what's worst? I have sore throat because I ate shrimps yesterday (?). Yes, I am allergic to sea foods and I had my allergic reaction in my throat, I literally felt the itchy sensation in my throat and not on my skin yesterday. So I guess, this is a thank you gift of the shrimp for eating him. I don't know, I'm full of unexplained emotions today. Thank you hormones for working so well, and giving me a bad day.