God hears, God speaks.

This day is just tough for me. I cried, I can't hardly breathe. I don't want to elaborate more. But I guess, I find God to talk to, to listen to my feelings and thoughts while I was so down and crying earlier. I opened the bible for four times, and for the fourth time of asking God, "God, what should I do?" this is what I got.

A Prayer in Distress (Psalm 143)

"Show me the path I should walk, for to you I entrust my life. Rescue me, Lord, from my foes, for in you I hope. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God. May your kind spirit guide me on ground that is level"

An excerpt from the Psalm 143. I don't know if it's coincidence or what but I guess God wants me to trusts Him, and be faithful to Him during this tough times. I want to thank my friends that gave their time listening to me earlier. It really helped me to loosen up and stop crying. (I love you guys! You know who you are. <3 ) 

Bless me Lord. I need you now, so bad.